Lyrics Don't Wanna Be - Christoforos

Tired of being so fucking quiet
Thoughts in my head spiraling
Mini riots
Neighbors banging on my wall
Man I'm just trying to figure it all out
Don't want to be mediocre like you

Man fuck you
If I wasn't so fucking nice
I'd turn up the volume
About time you took off your costume
You fucking clown
Looking like Caillou
Now your wife is turning her face
Avoiding us like we're a plague
You're part of the board spoke
With the HOA to get us kicked out
I'd like to say
Your honor I'm innocent
Lucky I don't break in
With a loaded 12 gauge and the same day
Its on the front page
Crazy kid in a rage kills Karens
I can't bear it
Really talk to me face to face
Have a problem with my music
It isn't your taste
You have something to say
Knock on my door
Well too late now
Treat you with the same respect
Mom gave me
Being un honorable
Beat your ass senseless
After dousing hard alcohol
Ill be the bigger man fuck it
Pack my bags and go
Thats how you grow ya'll

Tired of being so fucking quiet
Thoughts in my head spiraling
Mini riots
My friends with no faith at all
Man I'm just trying to help you all out
I don't want to be mediocre like you

My focus to deal with my traumas
Your focus to be the most popular with the girls
Let me say one thing
It never mattered in the end
You keep following the same trend
So stop holding back
And let go of the past
We have our issues for sure
But don't mean we shouldn't grow
And become the best person
That we'd know
I'm trying to help my friends get off of the ground
You're making the same mistakes like everyone else
Stop being ignorant and giving me shit
I'm just trying to help
Guide you through your own shit
You're no help In return Its truly sad
Im a mess trying to repair
What don't wanna be fixed
Isn't fair so no more throwing fits
What I need to do move alone
Been screwed in my dream before
Can't afford to blow this
Sold my '17 Ford for a car that's a lot more
Cause the door handles pop out
Take the opportunity by the throat so
I can grow as an artist and one day cash out
Not for the fast life or dream spouse
Not on my dream car or dream house
For my family
Its about to be the greatest new legacy
Left behind

Tired of being so fucking quiet
Thoughts in my head spiraling
Mini riots
Trailer kids with no clear goals
Man I'm just trying to make it out
This hole
Don't wanna be mediocre like you

Now let me be clear
Nothing wrong with living here
But it seems to be infected with parasites
Working my ass off
Its gonna be alright
Still talking that same shade
While you're smoking weed and getting high
I'm getting paid
You motherfuckers will stay the same
Gained the mane of a lion to move on
Balls have been dropped
Put my big boy nikes on
But push, shove, and throw fruit peels at my little sister on the bus?
That's foul too far
I told her you know what ignore it
Soon they'll feel Gods wrath
So follow your own path
No one else's
Show your inner peace like Elsa

Its all going to be okay
We just gotta take it one step at a time
We'll be fine
Wipe your tears
Know what fuck it

Don't move a muscle
I must hold everyone and everything
That has wronged us accountable
So I walk in to my room
Enter the code to open the floor there's probable cause
On what's 'bout to go down
Slip on my vest grab my g36
With a couple 30 round 5.56 mags
On my left side pouch
Real pissed on how this all turned out
Lord if you're gonna intervene
Do something now no
Well it's time for the boom bap pow
Not talking old style hip hop
Head towards the bus stop
Waiting there like ducks on hunting season
There's a million reasons why
Their blood deserve spilling
I lift my barrel motherfuckers die
Before I let the first bullet fly
An Angel descended from the heavens
Held me with a might so great
Strip me of my inventory
Chris you've had quite a story
Now this is the end of it in a gory mess
Blessed you on your birth and on his death
You should feel ashamed you chose this way
What happened to your honor and glory

I wanna

Be on the stage rocking out to the night
Have everyone jump to the sight of the lights flashing
The music bumping
Lose my hearing and still feel the thumping of the bass
Can't wait to get the fuck out of here
It starts here so I work 24/7 on my dream
Nothing to prove
I been deemed responsible
For my families success and will not stop till I achieve the impossible
Probability is below zero
Like my heart I am no hero
But a villains origin story