Lyrics Dying Star - Christoforos

Please open up
I've been calling you for hours...
I don't care what happened...
I know it's my fault
I forced you into it
Please just don't leave me alone

She's at my door again
To apologize to me after 10
I told her then
Come back another day
I have so much to say
If I let her in it'll be the end of me

She's taking over my whole life
My friends and family don't know she exists yet she's my wife
Grab the bottle open the cap
Swirl my finger around to get the last swipe
When she's inside of me I feel all of the hype
To get up again it isn't right
It's always a fight or flight scene
Fuck it douse down the promethazine
Mr bean with the flow cause I'm dumb with it
I feel numb and it's starting to flow in my veins
Rubbing up to my brain to the point
That my cell membranes are deteriorating
Fuck man my skins irritating the shit out of me

She's at my door again
To apologize to me after 10
I told her then
Come back another day
I have so much to say
If I let her in it'll be the end of me

Day by day time is passing so fast
Come let's go it isn't that bad
Lets get the spirits away
Put your hoodie on and get strapped
We're going on a drive where we die alone
On the inside
Though it's all I have
Gotta stay alive
I don't like your tone of voice
When you're talking to me can't you see
Just leave me be
I can barely stand god
As he reaches his hand out to me
Why did you do this to me
You took the one thing that I cared about
Made a fool out of me
Look at the way I lived
Where were you when the sinners had sinned
Where were you when the winners had won
Dead father and a lonely son

She's at my door again
To apologize to me after 10
I told her then
Come back another day
I have so much to say
If I let her in it'll be the end of me

Im underwater reaching for air
I'm asking for help let off my flare
But no ones coming It isn't fair
At this point I'll swim to shore myself
It's near but the fear has kept me alive
Isn't it weird?

Stick it in 'yeah
Break it in
Nothing to lose
So giving in
Is the least of my worries
Hell on earth Heaven when I'm out in space
Bury my conscience
So I leave with no trace
I cant live on without your light
I must pull through
But I can't pull you
If you need this as much as I do
Then come through

Then come through
Then come through
Then come through
Then come through
Then come through
Then come through