Lyrics Risen Thoughts - Christoforos

I'm sorry for all this pain I put you through
I'm sorry for all this pain we gone through
Didn't mean it to end this way now
I can see you
But can't touch you
I can hear you
You're not talking
I can smell you
Theres no scent
Walking back and forth 'cause
What the fuck am I looking at
This your spirit someone give me answers please
Need to see her again can't go on further
I'm a dead man but feel deader
I know its not a real word but hear me out man
Its my moms fault
She didn't know how to raise 4 kids on her own
Its my dads fault
He could've just gone swiftly on his own
Its my friends fault
They all left when I needed them the most
Its my siblings fault
They don't understand a single fucking thing I went through

If I could just go back in time to change you
Chris 'cause you act like the fucking world revolves around you
Man the hell up and just shut the fuck up
Because everyone is tryna talk to you
They look up to you
How's your voice so overpowering
What are you gonna do once they're gone
You forget who built the steel beams
To your foundation
You forget who put a roof over your head
Tried to push your education
You forget about your brother
Supported you through hell
But never demonstrated it back
You forgot the friends who were there
Till the end caused that end
Motherfucker now fight back
Thats what you get bitch
Now say something
I see your itching to get it out
No more hissy fits insecure all your damn life
Dreamt for the right moment
What even is a right moment

I'm being realistic
On the mic sadistic
Words are bullets ballistic
Keep moving or become a statistic

This ain't no sad miserable world
Stop thinking that way
Be there for them
They need you you need them
Now release the album
No more back and forth
You want it out or not
A dying star with so much to say
Do I look like I'm playing
This 20 year storm didn't calm for you
To give up the chase
Come on Chris wake the fuck up
I promise you and I we can make it to first place together
Now that the weather has gotten a lot better
We can focus now move on to greater things
Pick up the pencil write her a love letter
What you couldn't say before don't read it
Leave it
With your sweater this will help you pave the way
The ring too leave it
Come on Chris hand it over the future
Seen It
Don't enter the elevator
Will be blood for your demeanor
No misdemeanor
You and I both know justice needs to be served
All you have to do is
Let go of the past
It's all that I ask it wouldn't be the first time
You play with your life just take off the mask
You're tryna play the victim
You're making an ass out of yourself

Thats enough
Just my conscience no more bluffing
Christoforos is apart me
Ain't that something
Taking this ring she's all I know
Lets leave this place return to earth
I know where I need to go