Lyrics Cruelty - Coco O.

It makes no difference
I should have left you first
Keeping mind over matter
A lesson of denial
Speaking of happiness
You never thought of mine but still I
I keep finding ways to love you

It makes no difference now
I should have, could have, would have
Open eyes under water
Everything with you is a blur
So dumb and naive of me to think that I could be enough
But still I
I keep finding ways to love you
It makes no difference
It means nothing

I was there when you smoked your brains out
And cried about your childhood
Like som kind of sister-wife
I felt so important
I was there opening your third eye
To middle life crisis
I keep finding ways to love you again

Cause men in your generation like to play around
I never thought I'd be some second time affair
If she was always your life
Then nothing can compare
So why did you
So why did you make me

Even your best friend tried to warn me on the low
But still I
I keep finding ways to love you again