Lyrics Second Chances - Crucifix

Here I go
It's the song of a sinner
Still dancin' wit' the devil
I can't take this no more
It's like the weight of my past
Just keeps getting heavier and heavier and
God are you real
Are you really out there listening to me right now
We 'bout to find out
A bullet always tells the truth

Do you believe that God gives second chances
When pain is the rhythm and Lucifer dances
I ain't ready for hell, but I'll take my chances
Praying God will forgive under the circumstances
I'm sick of livin' life, sick of wastin' time
What's the point of tryin', what's the point of cryin'
Aim the 45 dead between my eyes
And pull that burner trigger cuz a bullet never lies

Sweat drips from the top of my face
My mind's focused, eyes locked in blank space
My thoughts heavy like a thousand tons
This heart beatin' like the sound of a thousand drums.
I put my head back look at the sky
Take a minute and wonder what it feels like to die
If it's pain I face then pain I embrace
And knowin' that this will be the last decision I ever make
And I ain't lookin' for no pitty
It's been me against the world since I left my mama's titty
And I keep waitin' for the Reaper to come and get me
I'll end it right now cuz life's so shitty
Ain't gon' be no sunrise tomorrow
One bullet in a six shot revolver
Lookin' down a dark barrel into the gates of hell
I ask myself

Do you believe God gives second chances
When pain is the rhythm and Lucifer dances
I ain't ready for hell, but I'll take my chances
Praying God will forgive under the circumstances
I'm sick of livin' life, sick of wastin' time
What's the point of tryin', what's the point of cryin'
Aim the 45 dead between my eyes
And pull that burner trigger cuz a bullet never lies

Hmmm, that's a real good question
With an answer about as far away as heaven
Cuz really if God had a purpose
Then He could stop this damn bullet before my cranium splits.
I load the gun with a 45 shell with a hollow head
Make sure I blow my face through the back of my head
I spin it once for my friends, once for my foes
Take a breath, shut my eyes, slap the cylinder closed
I put the tip of the barrel under the tip of my chin
Cock back the hammer take a moment to repent for my sins
Then put my finger on the trigger and pull it
Once, twice, three times still feelin' no bullet
Forth time click, Fifth time click what the hell is goin' on
Ain't this some bullshit!
God if you're tryin' to prove a point then this is it
The last shot I pull the trigger, then click.

Do you believe that God gives second chances
When pain is the rhythm and Lucifer dances
I ain't ready for hell, but I'll take my chances
Praying God will forgive under the circumstances
I'm sick of livin' life, sick of wastin' time
What's the point of tryin', what's the point of cryin'
Aim the 45 dead between my eyes
And pull that burner trigger cuz a bullet never lies

What does that mean
When you have a 45 round that just doesn't go off
I mean I pull the trigger and click, nothing
Cause God I can't keep carrying around the weight of my past anymore
So if you got a plan for me you goin' to have to spell it

I can't believe it, what's the chance of a misfire
Did God come down from heaven to stop this bullet before I died
Knowin' I would kill myself before I kill my pride
It would take an act of God to make me appreciate my life
I take a minute to marinate on the thought at hand
Was my life in the scope of things I don't understand
Constantly stuck between the man I was, and who I am.
God, You're the one that stopped this bullet I hope you listenin'
Why would you want me here to live in all this hatefulness

"I'M LESS CONCERNED FOR YOUR COMFORT THAN YOUR FAITHFULNESS."

But how can I be faithful when things don't progress

"NOT WHAT YOU DO, BUT WHO YOU ARE THAT DETERMINES YOUR SUCCESS."

But what about when it's who I am that causes me to sin
And after your forgiveness I've failed you again

"MY CHILD, IF YOU DOUBT ME,
REMEMBER WHAT YOU'VE WITNESSED, ASK YOURSELF THIS..."

Do you believe that God gives second chances
Do you believe that God gives second chances
Do you believe that God gives second chances
Hmm that's a real good question
A bullet always tells the truth