Lyrics Drifting Away - Crucifix_x1

Drifting away
I'm drifting away
Yo drifting away
I'm drifting away
Drifting away
I'm drifting away
Drifting away
I'm drifting away

Drifting away from everyone that I've ever known
Yes I've sold my soul
Try to hold on to the people I love but I let go

Not on purpose
Maybe I deserve this
From all of the sins I've committed I'm an evil person
With all the hurting
That I've emitted to each soul is my burden

Carry it over my head like a dark cloud
Constantly raining on me maybe that's why I'm always down
Then there's some people hoping that I drown

In my own sorrows
My demons follow
Me tears at me till I'm hollow
I ask god for more time that I can borrow
Just one more second in this cosmos
Put my hand on the hot stove

Make me feel something
Think of happy moments but I think of nothing

How do I deal with these emotions?
Brush it under the mat leave nothing open
Cause I feel weak and it lingers bad omens

Everyone eventually runs away from me
And I feel like I'm too far apart
From everyone that I hold dear to my heart
I guess I'm

Drifting away
I'm drifting away
I'm drifting away
Drifting away
I'm drifting away
Drifting away
I'm drifting away
Drifting away
Yo I'm drifting away
Drifting away

Drifting away
People hoping that I say
That I wish I could stay

But I don't know how to
People keep thinking it's about you

But it's not so forget about it
Maybe you have but I don't know how to forget about it
My head is so crowded
Maybe that's why I want to leave
Because I'm always frowning

On the outside I'm always smiling
But on the inside I'm always crying
If you paid attention you could see it slightly

And time is eating away at my health
Do you think I can solve the problem with a shell
Implant it into my brain let it melt
Till I'm out of this world

Might think it's a cry for help
Fuck you if you don't know what I felt

Find the right smile for my life
Because I don't want them to be filled with lies
I just want someone to call them mine
But the thought it won't is in my mind

And I don't want to smile
I just want to stay here for a while
In my own comfort zone in exile
People try to be hostile
Then I get these dark thoughts I compile

Reminisce about these thoughts
Fuck the cost

Drifting away
I'm drifting away
I'm drifting away
Drifting away
I'm drifting away
Help me I'm drifting away
I'm drifting away
Drifting away
I'm drifting away
I'm drifting away
Someone help me I'm drifting away
Drifting
Drifting
Drifting away
I'm drifting away
Drifting away