Lyrics Saudade (feat. Justbrae & Q Money) - DaProphet

(Axthentic)
Yeah
Yeah
I thought I was over you, but I'm still under you

I don't know if I'm missing you or missing the attention (Yeah)
I tried looking out for "us" but I got in my feelings (Yessir)
Pouring alcohol on fresh wounds knowing that I'm healing
Stitched my heart together just to pull apart my ceiling (Okay)
'Cause I do this to myself every time I feel the void
Cover it up with blunts, smoke, and flings to ignore the noise
All these voices in my head saying "She don't want you boy!"
So I tune out my intuition and get my heart destroyed
Simply beat in by the constant reminders of our connection (Yeah)
You know when wake up expecting yo morning message (uh-huh)
Or talking 'bout our kids and which genes that they'll inherit (For real)
Or talking 'bout outdoing both of our parents at their marriage (On God)
You pulled the plug on energy that never felt electric (Yeah yeah)
But on my end I always got the spark of us being everlasting
The light still going' flicker so, of course, my feelings flashing (What else?)
Electrocuted passion turned my feelings into ashes, damn

What do you want from me?
(I know)
Here's my apology
(Don't go)
The perfect anomaly
(Fasho)
Baby come back to me
What do you want from me?
(I know)
Here's my apology
(Don't go)
The perfect anomaly
(Fasho)
Baby come back to me

I keep re-living our history to re-create it into a life more gracious, you know a
Reality where me and you found lost patience (Yessir)
Patience that took it way further than just dating (Yeah yeah)
Dating that turned into family generations
But see I'm overthinking if I just had faced it (Like what?)
We both know I had love for you but didn't know how to say it (On God)
You tried to give me love but I didn't know how to take it
Cause I never felt it before in life and unsure if I would break it (that's real)
Don't want you unhappy with me if you can find your joy in someone else (On God)
Never had queens in my deck
That's how my cards were dealt (No queens)
Why would you mess with my head? Yeah that's below the belt
It's crazy how I still want girl you mess with my health (Yeah)
You gave your new nigga a second chance I never got (I mean, you did)
Thought you were my right hand until you "left" my heart to rot (Yeah)
Now I must move on with every lesson taught
At least I fought for what it is and you know what it's not
Yeah

What do you want from me?
(I know)
Here's my apology
(Don't go)
The perfect anomaly
(Fasho)
Baby come back to me
What do you want from me?
(I know)
Here's my apology
(Don't go)
The perfect anomaly
(Fasho)
Baby come back to me