Lyrics My Worst Mistake (VOGAS) - Darren Fewins

So many nights I wanted freedom
Wishing I had the chance to just let go
Yeah I use to crave to go out drinking
Now I drink here alone, here alone
They say the grass is always greener
If you look out to the other side
I thought that I heard a calling
But what I heard was just a lie
Cause since the day I walked out that door
I thought I would be just fine
But it turns out that everything that I need
It all just got left behind

I feel so numb
What have I done?
What's next to come?
Did I just make my worst mistake?
Is it too late?

I know I thought I had my reasons
I saw the writing on the wall
But how could I be so damn blind
To not see what's already mine and now I've
Let it go, let it go
Cause since the day I walked out that door
I thought I would be just fine
But it turns out that everything that I need
It all just got left behind

I feel so numb
What have I done?
What's next to come?
Did I just make my worst mistake?
Is it too late?