Lyrics Sickago - Deaf Havana

I've been down too long
Dragging this out
And put it all down to shame
I've been smothered in doubt
And I've only got myself to blame

Spending year unsure
What I started this for
I thought it was to get away
And I question myself every other fucking day

Cause I've been trying
To find a way to begin
Cause I know you been
Yeah, I know you've been dying
To get under my skin

I was sure if I let it all out
And put myself on the page
I could get in your head
And start to make room for change
But now I see that it's really just me
That cares what I've got to say
And I question myself every other fucking day

Cause I've been trying
To find a way to begin
Cause I know you been
Yeah, I know you've been dying
To get under my skin, yeah

Wishing for someone else's life
Instead of living mine
I need a little time
I've been wishing for someone else's life
Instead of living mine
I need a little time

Cause I've been trying
To find a way to begin, yeah
Cause I know you been
Yeah, I know you've been dying
To get under my skin, yeah