Lyrics Outro - DeezNuts

We bout to ride out this bitch
See if I can hit one take right quick
Guess wit all the problems and the pain
I was just acknowledging the same
And I used to be a problem cuz I'd wallow when it came
And who could see tomorrow when your bottling the pain
Tryin to keep it cool like I was simply swallowing a drank
And what I was seein myself is I really just needed some help
Cuz my demons were held fast to flee
And the reason I knelt asking god to quit calling him names
Now I'm walkin out of prison and I thought about the shit
And I'm not about to walk around intoxicated bippin
If I wanna win I gotta lead an honest route and fix it
Cuz people here behind me and my daughter in the mix
Ain't leavin em to fraud amounts a dollar count or riskin
Shame has tarnished how I fall in all accounts the mission

No longer just about me being starvin in the house
Im gettin started on the route to hit the target i been missin
But I can't imagine still being here
How can these people still stand proud to be and cheer
All the relapsing they're happy to help
I'm mad at myself cuz I see it clear
Cuz I just go look at my past
Actions speak louder than raps but to me it's weird
Im so adaptive but fact is im actually trapped as I stand out I need this here
But who's gonna listen
They say all this shit bout his views now and diss him
His names just some bullshit he use tryn to flip since
He seen Welvin blew now he's bloomed wow he's wishin
But that ain't the truth and they know it
Mad cuz my abod ass proof that they status ain't bad as his hope is
And brains will be splattered all over the path if he chose this

And that ain't to go say they won't bang my back when they blast but I don't play
And won't stay attacked by some knack that's a cold lame
All of the basis they lackin a gross shame
Fact is they listen to Abba and Coldplay
And most of the shit they on wax wit a hope they've
Created and grown in a lab wit some cocaine spat it so bold faced
But i just get glanced over matter to no one who reason
With people who rap as they hold guns
Bringin our youth to think that's what they need to do gassed up and so young
Fact what they need is to wrap up in whole love
See the views basking and grown up
Imprinting the actions of being a man that won't leave and won't back down from no one
Cuz that's what my dad showed me
Stand up and bring what they ass wasn't thinkin and bash homie
Become the savage if reason they mad and don't speak of your ass knowing
That even in traffic you'll sneak up and grab em
And leave em on tshirts so that's growing
And become the means that they reason with next time they think they might act boldly

Cuz nobody's breaking the man in me
Won't make my program indulge no they haven't seen
Shit that I live with that rattles my whole brain
That spit in the face of insanity
I wasn't this gifted and given this platform to sack chase and partake in missions
I'm actually hard faced and rotate encryptions that scramble the whole game and harness the visions
And that's what they aren't they all fake from the start
Approaching this music like maybe a spark
Can start up a fire and race up the charts
Cuz they basic desire the babes and the cars
I'm making a statement displaying an art
The original way he don't change who he are
Rip up and frey the omitting is sickening staying in charge
And after the dust settles I'm just a piece of shit lacking with trust issues
PTSD has me asking too much from the people that gladly give love Into
Even intrigued by the thought of me being or even I fuck wit you
I'm just gone keep giving me on this beat til I'm deep in six feet mr nuts it's who