Lyrics Shame - DeezNuts

Momma I don't wanna die without a soul to save
I'm only throwing shade at hope if I
Continue down a road into a lonely grave
I talk to god but I don't know how much I'm supposed to say
I'm so inspired by my growth how do I slow the shame
Momma I don't wanna die without a soul to save
I'm only throwing shade at hope if I
Continue down a road into a lonely grave
I talk to god but I don't know how much I'm supposed to say
I'm so inspired by my growth how do I slow the shame

There's a lotta shit I hate I once took credit for
Like I was better scored to break her heart
Forever more became the place I led her towards
I made a bed of thorns and take my place to settle scores
Within myself contains a space I feel I stay a steady course
I'm not the man I am without my shame I am a man and about my name
I will stand on every thing I account that came
From heart break to the dark places I caught cases
Off of being scarred up from our Pace in a car racin
From locked down to the block found in a spot drowned I'm
Not supposed to be the one Standing on feet and not sound
Like I'm a different individual than last year I flipped
The script and printed new Credentials since I'm back weird
How most of my homies have grown up and now I've shown up
Talkin getting out of Vegas and watching this music go nuts
My demons are mean and unleashing the fiends a reason
Defeat hasn't even been something thinking bout repeating in me
Momma I don't wanna die without a soul to save
I'm only throwing shade at hope if I
Continue down a road into a lonely grave
I talk to god but I don't know how much I'm supposed to say
I'm so inspired by my growth how do I slow the shame
Momma I don't wanna die without a soul to save

I'm only throwing shade at hope if I
Continue down a road into a lonely grave
I talk to god but I don't know how much I'm supposed to say
I'm so inspired by my growth how do I slow the shame
I gave a lot to the game and it made me toxic
Entangled in pain and a basis to tame all the rage n prosper
In stages of gain I'm walking emblazoned and feign
Exhausted if haters Intake evasive it phases the things it costed
I'm not ever looking back like man I wish I didn't
Or wish I would have done a single thing I did do any different
I sip some liquor and trip on the
Past not sad I just sit there and laugh
Like god really gifted me great wisdom and krass
He let me know I'm supposed to be here and showed me the
Focus and fear and broke me wide open just to sew me up smeared
Cuz there's still shame that creeps up in the things I think up
I stay in my way not able to break from the stains I speak of
But with my intellect I'm blissfully content I'm blessed and
Know that if I give it time I'll let myself suck in a breath
And if I'm finna wreck shit than I may not give a heck
The past is the place I made my mistakes that me was sent to death
Momma I don't wanna die without a soul to save

I'm only throwing shade at hope if I
Continue down a road into a lonely grave
I talk to god but I don't know how much I'm supposed to say
I'm so inspired by my growth how do
I slow the shame
Momma I don't wanna die without a soul to save
I'm only throwing shade at hope if I
Continue down a road into a lonely grave
I talk to god but I don't know how much I'm supposed to say
I'm so inspired by my growth how do I slow the shame