Lyrics Fade to Black - Demo Demon

Everyday I'm falling further don't think I'm coming back 'cause it's hard to find myself when I'm fading to black
Everyday I'm falling further no time to relax 'cause it's hard to find your soul when it's slipping through the cracks
Everyday I'm falling further don't think I'm coming back 'cause it's hard to find myself when I'm fading to black
Everyday I'm falling further no time to relax 'cause it's hard to find your soul when it's slipping through the cracks
Everyday I'm falling further when I question my life
When I question the consequence of me taking my life
When I question my religion and vision what's wrong and right
Not a single day pass that I don't think of taking my life
Now I'm just here, I'm just here on this planet of earth
I don't wanna live it normal so I'm putting in work
If you die without a story then what is it worth
I don't want to die equal to the worms in the dirt
When I'm gone I want my essence to ripple and make a vents
The kind that alters and cause a butterfly effect
Yeah my mind is on the edge
I really don't know what's next
If a bitch push me again imma beat her to death
I don't give a fuck what you think just let me be me
Cause I'm about to buy a hammer and bang out ya teeth
Let me hear you say my name so I can find you in the streets
Put a bag upon your head then I'll break your fucking knees
Everyday I'm falling further don't think I'm coming back cause it's hard to find myself when I'm fading to black
Everyday I'm falling further no time to relax cause it's hard to find your soul when it's slipping through the cracks
Everyday I'm falling further don't think I'm coming back cause it's hard to find myself when I'm fading to black
Everyday I'm falling further no time to relax cause it's hard to find your soul when it's slipping through the cracks
Everyday I'm falling further no time to relax
People say I'm pushing too hard but I'm pushing these raps
I need to breathe and get some air but when I breathe I gasp
Cause I'm drowning in the sea where the water is black
I just wanna be me but I'm a hesitant one
What would my family think if they really heard what I want
I wanna carry a gun
Make the world a better place
I wanna shoot the killers and rapers point blank in the face
Exterminate of public hanging then burn then at the stake
But that's too indecent we should all be treated equal
It's all of you people make this world more evil
Why the fuck can't I hurt someone thats purpose is to hurt
Why the fuck can't I put cause on someone who should burn
That's not how we solve it, it wouldn't make us any better
So we pay a fucking tax to give them food and shelter
Maybe fighting fire with fire would make this world better
Everyday I'm falling further don't think I'm coming back cause it's hard to find myself when I'm fading to black
Everyday I'm falling further no time to relax cause it's hard to find your soul when it's slipping through the cracks
Everyday I'm falling further don't think I'm coming back cause it's hard to find myself when I'm fading to black
Everyday I'm falling further no time to relax cause it's hard to find your soul when it's slipping through the cracks