Lyrics That's a Start - Denney

I know you said not to ask you anymore
How you're feeling
And if you mean it
I know you said not to come knocking at your door
In the evening
But I'm not sleeping

Now and then I think that I'm doing fine enough without you
And then it hits me
It sits inside my chest planning my demise until I see you
And then it frees me

I hope to god that I forget who you are
'Cause if I don't then I'll probably go insane
I'll stand outside your bedroom window in the dark
Trying to recreate the feelings that we made
And if I listen really closely
I might just hear you only
And no one else who's climbed into your heart
And that's a start

I know you told me not to call you anymore
So I deleted your number from my phone
But I'm sorry if it's etched into my brain
I can't remove it
I know it's stupid

And it's impossible to tell you how I feel
'Cause you don't answer
You ignore it
I think you're tired of all the trouble that I've caused
I think you're done
I can sense it

So I hope to god that I forget who you are
'Cause if I don't then I'll probably go insane
I'll stand outside your bedroom window in the dark
Trying to recreate the feelings that we made

And I know that it's unfair
When I ask you if she's there
And it's not that I don't like her by the way
I just think she's over friendly
You could let her down gently
Or tell her that you're on a different page

I hope to god that I forget who you are
'Cause if I don't then I'll probably go insane
I'll stand outside your bedroom window in the dark
Trying to recreate the feelings that we made
And if I listen really closely
I might just hear you only
And no one else who's climbed into your heart
And that's a start