Lyrics Unperfect - Deraj

Do you remember that one time, I told you I love you
But for some reason, All of my actions, can′t seem to follow through
Do you remember at one time, I had all the answers
Well that was a bluff, I guess it wasn't enough cause I think that you know the truth

Yeah you know just want it′s got to be
I'm unperfect, take it personal

I've been trying, I′ve trying, to keep a straight face
But you know when it′s real, and you know when it ain't
I′ve been trying, I've trying, trying to play it cool
But it never ever works, I be making things worse
I′ve been playing in the dirt, praying in the church
Doing everything, trying to cover up the hurt
See I've been, living on an island, singing these sad songs, playing on the violin
Do you hear the sirens, can you hear the silence
Can you hear my thoughts, do you know where my mind is?
Are you appalled, aye do you need a Silas
I know it′s my fault, I'm just trying to be honest

Now that I know what the problem is, I was afraid to acknowledge it
You know I never meant to hurt you so, but it's ok to take it personal
Now I don′t know what you think of me, and I don′t know if you still love me
Do you still want me, Are you proud of me, Am I still worth it, even though I'm unperfect
I got a whole bunch of imperfections, I really hope you got the message
I keep trying to earn, what I don′t deserve, still trying to count my blessings
And I'm open to suggestions, yea I′m trying to learn some lessons
But one thing that I learned, you got to just let it burn, these are all of my confessions
Its hard to accept it, I don't do good with rejection, I don′t do good with reflections
Sometimes I be flexing and feeling myself, but sometimes I wish I was somebody else
All of these things I be feeling inside, look, its just a matter of time, hey
As far as your eye can see, I think you know what it got to be