Lyrics Idkhthf - Eddie Lee

Look what I'm dealing with
Nowadays can't have no fun like where the feeling went?
Go through passive interactions fake connection I can't speak all
These smiles and frowns just start to look same
I need new camouflage (The Beat Terrorist)

I'm back to basics
This vid done left me tasteless
I'm treating death like information
Don't tell me life is sacred
My gun say otherwise
My government agree
Police a catch me in these fields and opt to take a knee

I'm out here wrong & strong
Like I won't shoot my own and throw it in a song
Turn right around and up use a women as a stepping stone
Chill out I'm trynna bone trynna write it in a verse
I know the empathy I carry not gone wash away my dirt

I'm trynna come up off it first
I'm trynna show myself my worth
I'm trynna stop myself from thinking I'd feel better on hearse
I'm trynna see a life that's more than what I make it
Cause if my demons get a say they finna take it

They gone string me up proceed to pull the plug
Cable TV see me chucking signs and label me thug
Father told me son you black so you target
Know them words hit him the hardest
Specially since he been the one who changed to put the family farther

Wish all my idols were objectively an inspiration
Maybe then I would lean to ones who aren't
I wish what's right never needed a good explanation
Cause I swear I woulda spared myself some harm (yea)

Its feeling like the man I used to be a distant memory
I've been too caught up on these money leaves these cups and RIPs
I'm getting woke but I can hardly see
I'm losing faith in streets
I told off god man just the other day
Don't know why he root for me

I'm back to basics
This vid done left me tainted
They put a price on being famous
Well I just might pay it
My heart say otherwise
My enemies agree
Haters a catch me in these streets and op to let it squeeze

I'm out here turning numb from things I've over come
Held it in until I lapsed and now my mind is over run
Thoughts been sick I'm not the only one I know this pain will sum
Loss my ways thought I was holding on now I can't have no fun
I can't have no fun

I swear this life it done turned me to a monster
But I've been on this ride to long so I won't stop
I swear this life it done turned me to a monster
But I've been on this ride to long
I swear I
I swear I
I swear I

I swear I
I swear I
I swear I

Hey

I CAN'T HAVE no FUN
I CAN'T have NO FUN
I know I can't have no Fun (Fun fun fun)