Lyrics Petals - Elephant Revival

Changes will continue, but I'll never give in to
The woman that you've assumed me to be.
Thought that I had seen you,
Could feel me beneath you,
Beneath a distant longing
To arrive.

There'll be no more waiting,
No sorrowful blaming.
I'm sitting right where I've wanted to be.

I am and I am not
These petals pressed into
These pages unnumbered.
I am and I am not.

But then I remember.
And when I remember,
It seems that I become more of what I remember.
Which is not necessarily insanely related
Or jaded or tainted by bleak memory.

In fact I'm enjoying
The lifting of morning,
These petals intended for giving release.