Lyrics I'M Sick - Elif Dame

In an ideal situation
I would send you on vacation
Shield you from the hurt I'm facing
Lie to you say I'm not jaded
But it should be the other way around
If this was healthy I think I could or should be stepping down
Consider your love a donation
Cause I'm still under probation

Doctor feelgood make me better if you could
Sometimes I just wish that you were made of wood
Attack, protect, be strong, don't cry
Make sure that I never have to hide

I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm ill
And if I don't stop I know I'll keep splitting the bill
On this emotional alimony
Emotional alimony
Emotional alimony
Oh

I'm telling you I'll feel better when I'm down a few
When the truth is I know I'm not enough for you
I hoped we as a duo were enough to fix
Instead you compensate for me with a different kid
You keep buying me stuff
I keep roughing it up
I stay unfulfilled and keep thinking it's not enough
It's never enough
Will it ever be enough?
No, no

But it's never about the money, oh
It's never about the money, no
You're mistaking my blood for honey
When you know I don't stick, I'm runny

Doctor feelgood make me better if you could
Sometimes I just wish that you were made of wood
Attack, protect, be strong, don't cry
Make sure that I never have to hide

I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm ill
And if I don't stop I know I'll keep splitting the bill
On this emotional alimony
Emotional alimony
Emotional alimony
Oh

Doctor feelgood make me better if you could
Sometimes I just wish that you were made of wood
Attack, protect, be strong, don't cry
Make sure that I never have to hide