Lyrics Broke - Elmarie

It gets me down sometimes
And I know that where I am ain't where I wanna be
And the time seems to pass me by so fast
I still remember messing around in class
And filling out UCAS
Now I'm here and it feels like an eternity
My thoughts be taking me down
And the success of others is feeling really loud
And I begin to feel like I'm on a lonely road, alone with no directions
But I have to pretend
That I know its ending

Yeah I'm feeling really broke now
Mentals weighing heavy been a while since I broke down
Look in my account and I'm feeling really broke now
And compared to what I see yeah I'm feeling really broken down

Jealousy is from the enemy
I still wish success for everyone ahead of me
If you don't want me to win then you can't be a friend of me
And if you're down like me then you'll understand the melody
This melody

It's not hard to believe that I want
These ps, pounds, dollars now
Still gotta remember that it's not where my happiness will be found
But it'd be one less thing that I'd complain about
It drains my energy
Can't ever make the ends, justify the means

Yeah I'm feeling really broke now
Mentals weighing heavy been a while since I broke down
Look in my account and I'm feeling really broke now
And compared to what I see yeah I'm feeling really broken down

But I won't always be broke
One day this song will be a joke
Na I won't always be broke
One day this song will be a joke

Na na na na
(Yeah)