Lyrics Counting Demons - Esbee feat. Gray Jones & Vche Uba

I cannot feel my heartbeat, I cannot feel it move
And I can feel that i'm numb again, I am hollow
I do not feel emotions, I do not have a clue
So do not ask how I'm feeling, I do not know
I am running, running out of heaven
I'm counting demons, and I'm counting up to heaven
I have lost my way
I am counting down to zero, so you can drag me back to hell
(To hell...)
Illumina Illuminati, is the devil with my soul
I am fine, I am fine
Lies that everybody has told
And I still have to smile when its time for me to pose
'Cause it always hurts less when nobody knows
And I cannot feel my heart
I cannot feel it move
And I can feel that I'm numb again, I am hollow
I do not feel emotions, I do not have a clue
So do not ask how I'm feeling, I do not know
I am running, running out of heaven
I'm counting demons, and I'm counting up to heaven
I have lost my way
I am counting down to zero, so you can drag me back to hell
(To hell...)
Oh, there is a fray in my mental
You said that I'm lost again, yeah
Don't tell me that you can save me
'Cause you don't know where I've been
I cannot feel my heartbeat
I cannot feel it move
I can feel that I'm numb again, I am hollow
I do not feel emotions, I do not have a clue
So do not ask how I'm feeling, I do not know
I am running, running out of heaven
I'm counting demons, and I'm counting up to heaven
I have lost my way
I am counting down to zero, so you can drag me back to hell
(To hell...)
Where is my, where is my heart
Gone with the wind, with the devil
And I can feel my soul, burnt in the fire of this hell
I'm sinking, I'm sinking fast
But you cannot see me drowning
Don't get it twisted, I'm fine, at least that is what I am showinf
Ay Ay Ay Ay Ay...
No no no no no...
No no no no no...