Lyrics I Just Relapsed Again - False Serenity

I just relapsed again
And I've not told my friends
Or my family
They couldn't handle me gone too long again
I just relapsed again
And I've not told my friends
Because they couldn't understand
They think I'm such a man but I'm breaking down

But now it's 2am and I'm heating up pizza
Trying hard not to think of what I've done because it makes me sick
And I'm glued to the TV 'cause I don't want to be me
And I'd rather live inside my dreamland

But I just relapsed again, and I've not told my friends
Because they couldn't understand that I've been tryin' my best
But I'm in this by myself and I don't need no one's help
Because I'm strong enough to bare everything that's on my chest
But I just relapsed again
Oh, I just relapsed again
Oh, I just relapsed again, and I've not told my friends
Because they couldn't understand that I've been tryin' my best
But I'm in this by myself and I don't need no one's help
Because I'm strong enough to bare everything that's on my chest

But I just relapsed again and again and again and again
And it's a cycle that ain't ever gon' end
Even though I try so hard, I'm only a man
And I ain't need no one holdin' my hand
I'm just awake for too late at 2am and I'm vulnerable and a man
Anyways I'm human, we make mistakes, it's what I'm doin'
It's just a slip up, it'll be ok, I'ma wash my face, I'ma. my make up
I'ma, I'ma, I'ma throw on some music
I'll be ok, don't be foolish
I'm fuckin' starvin', I need a barista

Shit, it's, uh, I'm heating up pizza
Trying hard not to think of what I've done because it makes me sick
And I'm glued to the TV 'cause I don't want to be me
And I'd rather live

But I just relapsed again, and I've not told my friends
Because they couldn't understand that I've been tryin' my best
But I'm in this by myself and I don't need no one's help
Because I'm strong enough to bare everything that's on my chest
But I just relapsed again

Oh, I just relapsed again
Oh, oh, oh, oh, I just relapsed again
Woah, oh, oh

Oh, I just relapsed again, and I've not told my friends
Because they couldn't understand I've been tryin' my best
But I'm in this by myself and I don't need no one's help
Because I'm strong enough to bare everything that's on my chest
But I just relapsed again and I've not even-
Because I'm strong enough to bare everything that's on my chest
But I just relapsed again, and I've not told my friends
Because I'm strong enough to bare everything that's on my chest
But I just relapsed again