Lyrics I Forgot That London Bridge Existed - Fiction

Remember feeling lonely when you laid in your bed?
Staring at the ceiling wishing you could feel new again
Important, kind, and noble just like the people on TV
"If he can do it, why can't I?" he says to no one listening

If only perfect is famous, well then perfect I'll be
If only villains are winning, let's finish off the good in me

And if I'm so happy, then why am I so alone?
You never said I had to do this on my own
And if I'm so lucky, why is it that nothing ever seems to work out for me?

Now imagine putting effort in a box on the table and then knocking it over and starting again
Or filling up a glass of water and drilling a hole in the bottom and wondering why it's such a fucking mess

So hold my eyelids open, I think I'm falling asleep
It's hard to stay awake when someone is always ruining everything

Just give me something, I feel like nothing

I always told you I didn't do this for myself
I only wanted to make everybody happy all the time
But I forgot to imagine thinking about me
And maybe you're the reason I've become unhappy

All this time you were dragging me under

Just give me something, I feel like nothing
And I'm down for anything, just give me something