Lyrics Confession - Fin Varra

Feeling like
I'm living in a fantasy
My thoughts and words
They seem to get away from me
I can't help but remember seeing
The potential in those eyes
Everything I despise about myself
I can't seem to talk about it
My mental health
Is suffering
I'm sorry for reaching out again

I can't take back
The things I've said
Should've held my tongue
I paid for it
My mind always reminds me
I've had it
With trying not to see
How things could be instead

Got me living in fear
Of loving again
I've tried a few times
That mission seems dead
My pride keeps talking
You've gone and bruised it
Beaten senseless
I finally gave in

Feeling like
I'm living in a fantasy
My thoughts and words
They seem to get away from me
I can't help but remember seeing
The potential in those eyes
Everything I despise about myself
I can't seem to talk about it
My mental health
Is suffering
I'm sorry for reaching out again

You had me
At accepting my faults
But you kept things from me
Buried in vaults
Stockpiled lies of omission
One sole condition
To avoid all suspicion it seems

Got me living in fear
Of loving again
I've tried a few times
That mission seems dead
My pride keeps talking
You've gone and bruised it
Beaten senseless
I finally gave in

Feeling like
I'm living in a fantasy
My thoughts and words
They seem to get away from me
I can't help but remember seeing
The potential in those eyes
Everything I despise about myself
I can't seem to talk about it
My mental health
Is suffering
I'm sorry for reaching out again