Lyrics Freestyle - Freeway

I'mma start by saying life is messed up and things just ain't easy
Starting to feel like its a all set up a goddamn movie
Now I'm wondering how i can get my acts right
So i be here till the last fight
But i ain't got the script, shit's getting to me
Yea
Almost lost my shit the other day, (it was crazy)
Some things just got to me in a different way,
(It made ma lazy)
Thinking about the only cowardice way out
Hmm i almost chose the fast route
Thank God i didnt, silly me i be thinking all ahead of myself
What if i made the wrong choice tho
What if i fell outta line what if i tripped right outta my shelf
What if i heard the wrong voice tho
Then ma shit won't be heard, n lines won't be curved
No food for thought, just an empty book ready to be served
No recognition none of that shit that i deserve
Just me n the angels chilling in white n observing.shit
I was rational, had ma shit on a pedestal
Couldn't act all bleak yea ma moves were all tactical
Did it with passion I've got the warmest most kindest soul
But be careful when messing with me might
Hit ur clavicle
Its all love tho.been on ma toes since the fortnight
Peers say i got stripes now I'm lookx more like off white
They hit me up get no replies n say that its unlike me
Unlikely, I'm trynna clean ma mess up n look tidy
Yea, not for u but for my mom, she been worried as hell
She don't like what I have become, she thinking I'm gone sell
My soul more like hit n run,mom u don't know me well
I know u fear for my safety yea u got heavy concern
For me, regardless of the wave i chose to ride
Gotta stay afloat, dodging all them bad energy vibes
Extending my boat, man u gotta come down to my side
Descend the slippery slopes,we hit n we do not think twice
Either that or choke, u out.
Huh, got no time gossip
They targetting me while I'm busy targetting the profit
Fuck the fame shit I'm bout to run on this like office
I've been bad,check. yea, bad since college
As i roll through, let the lights down please
Nocturnal as hell but never use to hitting the breeze
These rappers will be gone, when I'm done they'll be deceased
Hmm it ain't that hard for me to make ur whole family grieve
They don't get it do they?
Came thru the other side like i got me a two way
Sipping on quarter water man it looking like cole
Getting rid of old habits shit this be my new ways
Yea this be ma new way