Lyrics Aspie, Pt. 1 - Ghetto Porridge

Ever felt outta place
Like you didn't belong
Plagued by mistakes
Always been in the wrong

Wrongdoer due to rules
Everybody just knew
Got trouble, got punished
Though I never meant to

Too much to deal with
I can't conceal it
Hear the sound of the heel
Feel the teacher's spit
What the fuck is going on
Don't you dare look away
Look me in my eyes
Don't you dare disobey

Looked for less than a second
I reckon unpleasant pestering
Penalty pending I wish
I was a petal in the wind

Gripped on my arm
Dragged out of my chair
Now they laugh now they stare
Now I'm gasping for air

Etiquette erroneous
I failed once again
I cannot get a hold of this
I'll never be like them

They had it easy
Cause they had fun
I was uneasy
Felt besieged by a Gatling gun

How it was for me
Is How it had to be
Got scars you can't see
Like others like me

I Live on a planet
Unsuitable to me
And there's no room to flee
In the life of an aspie

How it was for me
Is How it had to be
Got scars you can't see
Like others like me

I Live on a planet
Unsuitable to me
And there's no room to flee
In the life of an aspie

Ever felt like you
Never had the slightest clue
Everybody else around
Always knew what to do

They knew what to say
And they knew how to act
They knew what to play
And they knew to adapt

Fact of the matter
Mannerisms matter much
I manage manlike manners
But man, I'm really out of touch

Toughen up, up my knowledge
On the social stuff
Tried to socialize with everyone
But wasn't up to snuff

Studied social cues
Body language, vocal tone
Woeful alone
How I differ hit close to home

Hope against hope
That I can learn the ropes
And in turn stop the burn
As the butt of the jokes

Looked at Mr popular
With his popped collar
He was a top dollar kid
And I had no dollar

Discerned that my rags
Were a cause of concern
Yet another way I differ
Will I ever see the tide turn

How it was for me
Is How it had to be
Got scars you can't see
Like others like me

I Live on a planet
Unsuitable to me
And there's no room to flee
In the life of an aspie

How it was for me
Is How it had to be
Got scars you can't see
Like others like me

I Live on a planet
Unsuitable to me
And there's no room to flee
In the life of an aspie

Ever felt like it's
Never gonna pan out for you
That a normal life is never due
And stupid to pursue

Felt this a lot
And I still do
Been through a lot
But I pulled through

Truth be told
I never thought that I would be this old
Odds only been against me
Cause I don't fit no mold

Mowed my own way
Was fight or flight everyday
People told me what to do
But never me showed the way

Way to leave me in a pickle
When I need a pick-me up
Picked brains plenteous
And plenty think I'm anencephalous

And I don't ever feel
As if I measure up
Tremendously tremulous
With a fear of speaking up

Stuck to myself
Kept my mouth shut
Fear of people fear of speaking
Fear infested in my gut

Farewell to the common
Normal life for me
Solid solitary its your
Seldom social aspie

How it was for me
Is How it had to be
Got scars you cant see
Like others like me

I Live on a planet
Unsuitable to me
And theres no room to flee
In the life of an aspie

How it was for me
Is How it had to be
Got scars you cant see
Like others like me

I Live on a planet
Unsuitable to me
And theres no room to flee
In the life of an aspie