Lyrics Anhedonia - Gisela

This was not what I intended
This was not what I had in mind
People change and they disappear
I am still here
I've been thinking about the becoming
And I wonder what I have become
If you turn
Turn your face from me
I can still see
Must I tell you that I'm not stupid
Sure I realize all life must die
But sometimes some things are forever
Some words can never be lies
What about the things that you told me
How about the bodies we shared
All the hours that tied us togehter
The becoming that led to dispair
If you leave
At least just say goodbye
So will know why
Don't leave it to die
It's not what I intended
It's not what I had in mind
People change and they disappear
I am still here