Lyrics Away - Grey Genius

Damn

Think I'm losing my disposition
Daddy told me slow down
Now I'm finally listenin'
Wasn't ever my dream to be in this position
And I take it to the heart
Hoping that it will heal me
No guts no glory
Might as well tell the truth
No I can't let you tell it for me
Easier said than done
Privacy is my shield
But if I'm dying here alone
Does it protect me for real?
I gotta' know
I gotta' know (gotta' know)
How do I get out?
Death is it nearby?
Lord do you hear my cry?
I gotta' know
I gotta' know (gotta' know)
Is this all worth it
All the heartache and suffering
Wondering if this life for me
Cause the pain don't stop, when you go away
Tried to hide the truth, but it's on my face
If I had dime for every time I want to end it
I'd be rich
Breaking down
I wanna' quit
This shit heavy

Its this weight on me
Its having its way with me
Lord take it away from me
Away (Away)
Away (Away)
Away (Away)
Away

Damn

Bottoms up bottoms up
Given my situation I'm giving no fucks
I don't care about it anymore
Tell myself lies
What I do that shit for?
To feel sure (Feel something)
Instead of going through motions
Feeling nothing
Its some days I just wanna cry
Some days where I don't even try
Somebody gotta be praying to keep me alive
Cause only God knows the problems
That I have in my life
Meditate then I pray
Thank Lord for the grace
Try cleanse out my space
Elevate higher planes
But the pain won't stop
Will it go away?
Tried to hide the truth
But it's on my face
If I had dime for every time I want to end it
I'd be rich
Breaking down I'm tryin' not to quit

Its just this weight on me
Its having it's way with me
Lord take it away from me
Away
Away
Away
Away
(Ahh)
Damn
I fall and I go
Through these highs and these lows
Can't be too long
Till I'm fine, I'm sure

I fall and I go
Through these highs and these lows
Can't be too long
Till I'm fine, I'm sure

Damn