Lyrics Heavy - Hard Target

I've been trying not to think about it day and night
And every now and then I'm thinking they might take my life
I pray to God and hope he hearing what I'm saying right
This world's getting heavy I feel like letting go
I surround myself with people that don't give a fuck
So much up on my plate I feel like giving up
My credits shot I'm broke as fuck and I'm not rich enough
This world is getting heavy I feel like letting go
Worried about getting noticed served an eviction
Notice hurt but you didn't notice I think my shit is hopeless
I'm trying hard not to snap and react
But the fact you've driven me to that
Feel like giving up work is down but I tell my girl it's picking up
She says get a job be a man don't think this enough
Now I understand why my friends they don't give a fuck
Cause this world is getting heavy and I'm giving up
I'm trying not to wait for tomorrow I don't want to beg or borrow
You'll never comprehend all the sorrow that's at the end of the bottle
In trying not to wait for tomorrow I ain't trying to beg or to borrow
They'll never comprehend all the sorrow
While I'm sitting here starting at an empty bottle

I've waited so long, I've waited so long that this can't be right
No this can't be right
I've waited so long, I've waited so long that this can't be right
No this can't be right

Struggle to make a dollar nothing but pain and sorrow
Stuck where there ain't an option sick of just playing possum
We remain at the bottom the envy that hate is toxic
But when you rub it in our face you create a problem
But now I'm hungry and I don't think there's away to stop it
Tell Bruce Wayne that I am no longer playing Robin
I ain't playing second fiddle to this
Bullshit and I hope the preacher hear me in the booth
Sick of seeing people around me finding success and I don't
You can call me fucking jealous bitch I am and I know
But I don't give a fuck and I'll let it be known
When half these rappers drop shit that isn't as dope
Bar for bar song for song you get kicked in the throat
You say we different but the difference is I did it with soul
And I'll be damned if I'm just another brick in the wall
Cause one swing from this hammer then that bitch gonna bow
I said that I'm lost you played me then you left it on pause
Brcame a boss you never gave it effort at all
I sat there and waited I loved it when I actually hated
They gave me nothing on a plate I happily ate it
It practically saved me,r showed me that I had to patient
And just because I think I'm better it don't have to be stated
I can keep it to myself and be happy you made it
But the sad part is I don't
Actually mean it that's why I'm singing this

I've waited so long, I've waited so long that this can't be right
No this can't be right
I've waited so long, I've waited so long that this can't be right
No this can't be right