Lyrics carnage - Heylog

Starving now, it gets pretty bad
You saw it all get split in half
About every bridge has been collapsed
Old friends of mine slowly detached

I think it's all my fault
Questioning if I'm wrong
How do I make it stop
(Can't rest at all, heart's pounding strong)
(Been up for hours)

One call was all I needed
Right now, I feel completed
2019 is over
Been four years, think I love her

Though, for me it stood out
Bleed to just hear one sound
I'd die to hear that noise
The calmness of your voice

I knew how it'd turn out
Soon you'd be leaving town
And I couldn't bare that thought
Was hard to move on
(Was hard to move on)
(Was hard to move on)

32 degrees, lungs get colder by the second
Been through hell and out
It's like there's some type of obsession
Wondering the choice you made
If you've ever regret it
If you gotta say something
Why don't you come confess it

Every time you mention how
I need to find me
Don't know what you're trying to say
Don't know what you mean
I think you're just saying words
You're just saying things
Even you confuse yourself
You don't know what to think

The reason why I live is to hope for a day
To finally see guidance leading your way
Wonder how to start, wonder where I'd go
All of it requires leaving my home
Been through a bit and so much has gone
You don't gotta be sorry if I went through a lot
I can see us starting a family
I think it's the only thing that'll help me

Starving now, it gets pretty bad
You saw it all get split in half
About every bridge has been collapsed
Old friends of mine slowly detached

I think it's all my fault
Questioning if I'm wrong
How do I make it stop
Can't rest at all
Heart's pounding strong
Been up for hours
The sun's almost up
Like how do I do it
She said "Where you been?"
"No where, just haven't checked my phone to use it"

It's all gone down in carnage, debris in my lungs
Wake up feel like garbage and get my Yeti cu-cu-cup
I'm obsessed, pop a can of caffeine
Even three hundred milligrams can barely do a thing to me