Lyrics False Dawn - Holding Absence

So it's four in the morning, and I'm mourning
All the versions of my person I could've been

From humble beginnings to humble ends
Turns out I don't amount to anything
There's a prophecy of me that's been seen
But I just don't believe it

So I'm coming to grips with my feelings
All the chances I'm inhaling and I'm wasting

From humble beginnings to humble ends
Yeah, I'm going nowhere from whence I came
There's a prophecy of me that's been seen
But I just don't believe it
I just don't believe it

Save your faith, I'll let you down again
(I'll let you down a-, I'll let you down a-)
Well, I'm failing you and I'm failing myself
(I'll let you down a-, I'll let you down a-)
'Cause I'm a false dawn lying through my teeth
On the horizon, there's nothing left to see
Save your faith, I'll let you down again
(I'll let you down a-, I'll let you down a-)

Now I know that all my hope is just a hoaxing
Every well that I wish in is failure provoking

From humble beginnings to humble ends
Baby, I'm a loser, don't mean a thing
Prophecies of me have been seen
That I just don't believe in

Save your faith, I'll let you down again
(I'll let you down a-, I'll let you down a-)
Well, I'm failing you and I'm failing myself
(I'll let you down a-, I'll let you down a-)
'Cause I'm a false dawn lying through my teeth
On the horizon, there's nothing left to see
Save your faith, I'll let you down again
(I'll let you down a-, I'll let you down a-)

If I'm willing to be lucky again
I hope that providence is luminous enough
To show me the way
To show me the way

Save your faith, I'll let you down again
(I'll let you down a-, I'll let you down a-)
Well, I'm failing you and I'm failing myself
(I'll let you down a-, I'll let you down a-)
'Cause I'm a false dawn lying through my teeth
On the horizon, there's nothing left to see
Save your faith, I'll let you down again
(I'll let you down a-, I'll let you down a-)