Lyrics Heaven Knows - Holding Absence

I'll pray until my hands are red
I'm tired of enduring dread
I'll pray to god that there's even a god, but until then, Heaven Knows
I'll pray until my knees are numb
Ashamed of all that I've become -
I'll pray that there's a heaven at all
But until then, Heaven Knows
I write to you in my time of need
To grow a tree, and to plant a seed
Are different things entirely...
I never found my "Place", you see
But everything you said to me, consoled me
I'm still alive in all I've touched
To everyone I've ever loved: Don't look at me with regret
I hope you never forget that
Every mistake's an ache, after all
You have to rise before you fall
I'm broken and I'm so tired
Everything you said to me, consoled me
I'm still alive in all I've touched
To everyone I've ever loved: Don't look at me with regret
I hope you never forget that
Every mistake's an ache, after all
You have to rise before you fall
Heaven Knows, if there's a heaven at all
If there's a heaven at all... Heaven Knows