Lyrics Peter Pan - Hrtbrkblake

I told you that I'd be the man
I dont think that you could still understand
You should know I am not one of them boys
All of those niggas are just Peter Pans
I gotta put for all of my family that lived half a life to end up on a shirt
I gotta put on for all of my niggas before someone else puts me into the dirt
I am the boy with scars on his body, I am the boy with the blood in his eyes
I got some trauma I'm still getting over
But when I start blacking you wont be surprised
I am the demon that ran outta hell, I am the angel that fell from the sky
I wanna fight so start ringing the bell, pray whoever's on the other side

The kid looks determined but that's from the burden
Of knowing ya momma still working, I gotta go get it
I am not here for sorry existence, I gotta go follow my vision
Let me tell my story, I'm here for the guts and the glory
I take the big shot Robert Horry
I'll turn my back so dont give me a reason, if you talking down I consider it treason
I have been fiending, for all of my work to start showing
A year since I set shit in motion, I am the chosen
All of the doubt keeps on growing, I feel like my door started closing
I gotta message that I gotta prove to you, I can give more than the usual
My own growth has been beautiful, my haters planning my funeral
How am I the one that's still broke off all of my raps man it doesn't make sense
They say the same shit, over and over and over and those are the ones that get rich
All of these actors dont think I'm a factor they mad I choose not to stick to the script
But the way I've been talking the word round the city is I should invest in some tints

I told you that I'd be the man
I dont think that you could still understand
You should know I am not one of them boys
All of those niggas are just Peter Pans
I gotta put for all of my family that lived half a life to end up on a shirt
I gotta put on for all of my niggas before someone else puts me into the dirt
I am the boy with scars on his body, I am the boy with the blood in his eyes
I got some trauma I'm still getting over
But when I start blacking you wont be surprised
I am the demon that ran outta hell, I am the angel that fell from the sky
I wanna fight so start ringing the bell, pray whoever's on the other side

I was 5 when my mom passed me off, told me that I could have a better life
A single mother she struggled with me and my brother just trying keep on the lights
But I never liked that decision and if you ask me I was better off home
Stepmom had me bleaching my clothes my shoes would have holes
I felt like a joke
I lived my dad but he never tried, I told my own mama I wanted to die
He heard I wanted to kill myself said I wanted attention pushed me to the side
Less than 7 when big bro got cancer, I remember the end when he wasn't himself
It hurt to watch somebody I loved not even be able to eat without help
It felt like my mama aint want want me,
My pops didnt want me so where the fuck else could I go?
I slept on couches and floors my whole senior year, they left the young kid in the cold
First I was lost in the jungle I started off humble but now I realize what I've found
With every breath in my body I'm using my hobby to make sure y'all hearing me now

I told you that I'd be the man
I dont think that you could still understand
You should know I am not one of them boys
All of those niggas are just Peter Pans
I gotta put for all of my family that lived half a life to end up on a shirt
I gotta put on for all of my niggas before someone else puts me into the dirt
I am the boy with scars on his body, I am the boy with the blood in his eyes
I got some trauma I'm still getting over
But when I start blacking you wont be surprised
I am the demon that ran outta hell, I am the angel that fell from the sky
I wanna fight so start ringing the bell, pray whoever's on the other side