Lyrics Please Hold Your Applause! - IFCKane

Please hold your applause til I′m off of the stage
Feel it in my heart, I'm a star
I′m amazing
It's been kinda hard knowing I'ma fade
But I made it out the darkness
I made it out the haze
Please hold you applause

I need silence for a second
Penny for my thoughts just to pay the cost
Of every wasted second
My daddy say to use em as a weapon
So I put em in a jar
Sufficiently large
Or so I thought
Until they started spilling out the top
Tried to put a lid on it
Wouldn′t fit on it
Need a bad bih
With a fat ass to come and
Hahaha I′m just playin
But for real though
I just graduated and the hardest thing I learned to do was how to be myself
I been inundated by the corporations and notifications
Sayin maybe I should try bein someone else
Know you felt that
Pressure got me bussin at the seams, my well tapped
Can't I get a dollar for my dreams
Or at least some Hennessy and weed
Some Xans for my anxiety
You prescribing me while eyeing me
Well I ain′t mean to offend you
It just seems like
Everything I've been led to has slowly suffocated my inner child
And disconnected me from my body ody ody ayy
I get a little loose at a party
And ride off in a Ferrari
The steering tight in my grip
My tears is clouding my eyes
I pray to god I don′t slip
But what's a slip to a crash
And what′s a crash to an interstate
Man I'm sick of my mental state
Put my foot through the dash
Like fuck it, freedom at last

Please hold your applause til I'm off of the stage
Feel it in my heart, I′m a star
I′m amazing
It's been kinda hard knowing I′ma fade
But I made it out the darkness
I made it out the haze
Please hold your applause til I'm off of the stage
Feel it in my heart, I′m a star
I'm amazing
It′s been kinda hard knowing I'ma fade
But I made it out the darkness
I made it out the haze
Please hold your applause til I'm off of the stage

Message
I actually don′t have a Ferrari
But I′ve been to plenty of breaking points
And the lessons I've learned
Synthesize into building your sand castle
The way you want to build it
Before the waves wash it away
It′s a beautiful melancholy
And I recognize the spectrum of struggle is broad
But show up for yourself as best you can
Cuz otherwise, who're you here for