Lyrics Falling Down - INFIDELIX

And I don't know why everything around me is falling down
And I don't know why everything around me is falling down
Is falling down

I never really thought that my life would be this way
Growin' up, I had these thoughts, I'd be somebody great
But them thoughts faded away behind the clouds are the gray
I know I'm here to say, close my hands, now I pray
I need to pick it up on my skill 'cause the slack I'm leavin' behind
Sit back and chill and unfocus my mind
Behind the dark, there's a shine when I look at the time
Now I feel so shook I'm overlooked like a dime, ha

And now I'm crawlin', but I am crawlin' up to nothin'
So I guess that really means that I'm just fallin' into somethin'
Now I know I got my problems
And I just really feel like I'm on a mission tryin' to solve them, and I
And I don't know the voices in my head
Let me tell you, sometimes I just feel like I was dead
I don't know why, but I'm here for the show
And my aim's so fuckin' high, but I still feel like I'm low

And I don't know why everything around me is falling down
Is falling down
And I don't know why everything around me is falling down
Is falling down

I can barely pay my rent, my landlord is textin' me for the check, ha
And I do not ever mean disrespect, but
Corona got me sittin' at home
Instead of makin' music on the streets where I just belong
And now I really don't feel like I'm in my element
INFIDELIX, please learn how to spell that shit
Don't you know, everyone is irrelevant?
I'm focused on me, and you know I'm stayin' celibate

Lies, I like to party for the hell of it
Ties, I pull them up through all the sediment
I am makin' music 'cause it's medicine
Why you always question what is happenin'?
And half the time I don't even know myself
I just feel like I'm a book that's been sittin' on your shelf
I need help and I think I'm gettin' dusty
As I grow bigger with my life, the people wanna fuck me

I have chosen to stay by myself, ha
I have chosen to not get some help, ha
I have chosen to stay by myself, ha
I have chosen to not get some help, ayy
And I don't need to talk to motherfuckers
I just need a steady income and a steady lover, ha
But I am scared, I'm hidin' under covers
And I get that reassurance when I'm talkin' with my mother

And I don't know why everything around me is falling down