Lyrics Swell - imbi the girl

Overwhelmed, the water swells with the moon, just as well
I should have known we were doomed
You always lived closer to the beach
But you had no emotional reach
I choose not to read my mail in case I fail to do my taxes
It relaxes me, not to see
But I saw what I saw now I relapse once more
Find myself on the shore, it′s my only true door
My heart aches for sure
Else it did but no more
This feeling should explore
Haven't felt like this for a while
I′m not anxious, no, not only that, not only sad, not only glad
Not angry at my dad,
Not only feelin' more than I anticipated but I'm jaded
Can not describe what is inside
I was always articulate like that
But could never quite hold that playdough
To describe the vibe that grows and hides
So quick, so kind, so cruel, so indescribable
Not angst, not against you, one thing of you, think I loved you. Fuck
Think I loved you

This feeling inside, this feeling inside
Emotions will swell, emotions will type
This feeling inside, this feeling inside
Emotional swell, emotions can′t hide
This feeling inside, this feeling inside
Emotions will swell, emotions will type
This feeling inside, this feeling inside
Emotional swell, emotions can′t hide

One night I thought I lost my pen
One time I thought this was the end
This feeling surely overwhelms
Debilitates me, not pretending like I know you no more
For sure I glorify you
For sure would not deny you
A glimpse inside my head
If I knew how to access it
I thought I knew myself quite well
But still this emotional swell
Like a riddle I can't crack
It′s got me muddled, wanna whack some sense into myself
Without you, emotional health
Wish I could feel with myself
Guess I'm just rich in the wealth
I can′t handle too many scandals
When I wear sandals, when I wear boots
When I light candles but wanna scoot
To the other end of the couch
Gotta roll up that from my pouch
Just to feel like I'm not without
Just to feel like I know about myself
Don′t feel like I know about myself
Don't feel like I wanna doubt myself
Just wish I knew how this feeling swells
Just wish that this feeling would warn me first
Because

This feeling inside, this feeling inside
Emotions will swell, emotions will type
This feeling inside, this feeling inside
Emotional swell, emotions can't hide
This feeling inside, this feeling inside
Emotions will swell, emotions will type
This feeling inside, this feeling inside
Emotional swell, emotions can′t hide

Don′t know what this is
Don't know what this is
Know what this is
Don′t know what this is
Wanna know, wanna know, wanna know what this
Don't know what this is
Don′t know what this is
Know what this is
Wanna know what this is