Lyrics 9Pm - J Coyn Drive

Oh what a week man, oh what a week
The thought of that only really gets me weak
Cause of what I sought never even came to thought
I feel I've messed up or I could have done better
All I did that night was just stand there in my sweater
And when I left that night I was back into the weather
The cold cold night
Boy it be a fright
Everything in spite
Of that one night
I saw it in my sight but it didn't come to light
And unfortunately the fire didn't ignite
I laid there crying and it sure enough was tiring
And I feel the week was wasted just because of me
I just feel like a thief and I couldn't make it right
I really miss the days where I could go fly a kite
Despite that homie right now this is my life
I wanna make it better but I still got this fright
Things don't seem to change, they seem to just get worse
In this world that we live in and homie it hurts
We all been so blind and that's some facts right there
Remember back in ice when I said it's so unfair?
The only thing I see is that I'm still struggling and
Yes I do believe but I can't seem to receive
I just wanna breathe
It's so unsettling
That when I get called out I just feel so fallen out

Man, bring me back to old days
Bring me back to the good ways
Bring me back to the days where everything was fine
And life was just a ride man
Bring me back to old days
Bring me back to the good ways
Bring me back to the days where everything was fine
And life was just a ride man

I just wanna give a thanks to my friends who haven't been there
Even though sometimes life has been so unfair
It might be justifiable if you give me a reason
But it doesn't really matter, I'll just take what I got
Shoutout to my boy Scott for making all these beats
And shoutout Yung Garfield, the mixing's pretty sweet
And shoutout to the others who tried to help me that week
It didn't really work, but here's an A for effort
I'm sorry to my brothers who I might have disappointed
And to all of the others who have tried their best to warn it
I'm not going down, I can only go up
I just hope now that my head will shut up
I hope that can find the answers cause I can't tell the truth
About the other things I would never tell you
I wanna get better, here is the proof
But I'm still in this state, so man what's the use?

Man, bring me back to old days
Bring me back to the good ways
Bring me back to the days where everything was fine
And life was just a ride man
Bring me back to old days
Bring me back to the good ways
Bring me back to the days where everything was fine
And life was just a ride man

Shoutout to my friends who have helped me through the years
And thank you to the close ones who have helped me through the tears
I'm just tryna live my life to the fullest that I can
But these troubles that surround me feels like bullets to the hand
And everything that happens to me ain't part of the plan
I'm on my way to getting better and I know I am
But before there's one thing you may not understand
I just need to get my feelings out to be a better man