Lyrics Sideways Moon - JFDR

The sideways moon
Is smiling
The silent doom
Is within me

Skin I know I'm chiseling
Off what I had sculpted
Claimed to be
I loved you most exciting
Unattainable

Shadow in the mirror
That was what I saw
Painting by the numbers
Filling in the gaps
That was how I loved you
That was what it was

I catch myself asking
Time go away
Is this merely life flashing
Right before we die?
I catch myself crying
I wonder why
It's easier to forget
It all until we die

Will you know I'm sorry
Taking what I took
Will you know I truly
Gave you all I got
I loved you most exciting
Unattainable
Shadow in the mirror

That was what I saw
Painting by the numbers
Filling in the gaps
That was how I loved you
That was what it was
Lost inside the stories
Told a thousand times
Am I somewhere in there
Forever on your mind

I catch myself asking
Time go away
Is this merely life flashing
Right before we die?
I catch myself crying
I wonder why
It's easier to forget
It all until we die