Lyrics Other Side - JJLee

I want and don't want to know
Know what you're feeling
I know I'm better off
Just leaving it a secret
But you don't need to make it clear
For me to see it
'Cause every time he's here
You change and I can feel it
There's no need to hide
'Cause I read all the signs
And I can't be that guy
'Cause he's clearly what you're looking for
It shouldn't be a competition
But it still got me tripping
Can't help but think 'bout
What I'm missing
(Out on your love)

But I been here this whole time
Screaming out in my mind
Calling out your name
Can you hear me?
And it's so sad being left here in the back
I'm feeling invisible
I'm used to it it's typical (ay)
But I'm stuck on the other side
You just want another guy
But my arms are open wide
But I'm stuck on the other side
You just want another guy
But my arms are open wide

Felt like a punch to the gut
When I found out you're in love
I swept it under the rug
Should I hold on or give up? (oh)
I'm just hoping that you come through
If you ever need someone to run to
Tell me what does it come to
Everything I do for you
Oh I'm so shaken
Don't know my heart's breaking
I'm like, "so much for patience"
Was I too slow?

But I been here this whole time
Screaming out in my mind
Calling out your name
Can you hear me?
And it's so sad being left here in the back
I'm feeling invisible
I'm used to it it's typical (ay)
But I'm stuck on the other side
You just want another guy
But my arms are open wide
But I'm stuck on the otherside
You just want another guy
But my arms are open wide