Lyrics Blank Space - JMC

Yeah, what is your purpose in life?
Lil Jimmy
Walking round the campus like your mind straight, your mind state
A little option then you want them all to follow you
Acting liked you robbed a grave, acting like you took the keys
But deep down inside dealing with insecurities
Hate that you lost your purity
You're trying to numb the pain with an unforgiving addiction
And be feeling like a Christian
Even lost a girl you love but you ain't acting different, I don't get it
Praying for your spirit, I ain't noticing no healing
I see you reading your bible more
Hear you talk to the Lord
Tension in your conversations, I be making observations
Holy man with a holy heart but you still feel like you faking
Let's take you back to the moment that you met her
She told you her name was... Uh
Okay, won't say no names
I see you still in pain
Everything you always wanted granted in a human being
Only for a second was she really a blessing
Flash back to the terror it remind you of...
Okay, won't drop no names
I see you still in pain
Everything you always wanted granted in a human being
Only for a second was she really a blessing, yeah, yeah
Uh, you was playing hard to get now you regret it
If you could take back every moment, you'd reset it
Now she on your mind, women come and they get rejected
You don't waste no time with these women, very selective, uh
Don't put your heart on the line, you keep it protected
Last relationship was a mess and you got the message
Scared to fall in love with the person that keeps you stressing
But you wanna fall in love with the one, it's very evident
You wanna fall in love with the one, praying she heaven sent, relevant
You would search for some relevance
Feeling thirst but it's all in your mind
You always overthinking, thinking that the worst that can happen
And now you feeling anxious, uh, yeah
Your lust is a problem, admit it, uh
Been in your life for a minute
Tryna let it go, constantly being convicted
She say to take it slow but you don't wanna take it slow
Instant connection, feeling affection
But you have your doubts, a lot of feelings in you
But you won't let em out, locked 'em up in a box, uh
Lost the key purposely, yeah
Uh, lost the key purposely, ay
Yeah, you need to let your feelings free (check)