Lyrics Heartbroken - Jo$hTheBalla

I sit in my room and reminisce on us
Please don't go baby and I know its about the fucking trust
I'm sorry for the times that I fucking lied
I guess it's the end and I can't really hardly breathe
I got my heartbroken again and now I can't sleep
I promise myself the next girl would be the one for me
And I fucked up badly and now the only person to blame is myself
I got so stuck up worrying about myself and my wellbeing
The girl I love overseas is worrying sick about me
Wondering if I'm coming back or staying across the sea
8 months in and our status now said well seized
The thought of you with someone else is tearing me apart
I can't even function correctly there's a void in my heart
And the memories keep haunting me to cause self-harm
Being away from you is already fucking hard
I can still feel you from very afar that's far

It's killing me softly that I can't feel your touch
Not being together is really pretty fucking rough
Your smell is in the air and I think about ya
Got my head stuck up up in the clouds damn i miss ya
I'm not myself without my other better fucking half
No girl will ever replace you not even from a simple laugh
I feel so selfish the way I treated you
Come back in my arms baby I miss im begging you

(Hey... I miss you)
(I've been thinking about you)
(And... I've been thinking about our love)
(I want us to back to the old days)
(Cause... I miss you)

I sit in my room and reminisce on us
Please don't go baby and I know its about the fucking trust
I'm sorry for the times that I fucking lied
I guess it's the end and I can't really hardly breathe
I got my heartbroken again and now I can't sleep
I promise myself the next girl would be the one for me
And I fucked up badly and now the only person to blame is myself
I got so stuck up worrying about myself and my wellbeing
The girl I love overseas is worrying sick about me
Wondering if I'm coming back or staying across the sea
8 months in and our status now said well seized
The thought of you with someone else is tearing me apart
I can't even function correctly there's a void in my heart
And the memories keep haunting me to cause self-harm
Being away from you is already fucking hard
I can still feel you from very afar that's far