Lyrics Self Sabotage - Joci Oye

If only you saw yourself from my point of view
Would you still be hostage up in ur room?
Room
You locked yourself in
Trapped in past tense
Over and over and over
You see them again
Again
Isolate myself under my covers
I feel like a burden
Refusing to leave this bed
Wont leave my bed
Tell me what to do
When I feel like dying
No doctor can help me
No can solve the fuckedupness of me
The reality
Self sabotaging
Sabotaging myself

If only you saw yourself how others do
Would you avoid the mirror still punch the glass, to hurt you?
Have some respect
For those wounds underneath
Scars I survived
Left your blood on the sheets
Isolate myself under my covers
I feel like a burden
Refusing to leave this bed
Wont leave my bed
Tell me what to do
When I feel like dying
No doctor can help me
No can solve the
Fucked up ness of me
The reality
Self sabotaging
Sabotaging myself
I'm sabotaging