Lyrics Last Memories - John Anthony

Yeah
So I guess this is it, huh
Alright, just gotta find the right words for it
It's farewell, I guess

Yeah, I saw a picture of you and some guy the other night
My stomach had them butterfly's and it was gettin' tight
I started feelin' like maybe it was just part of life
But sadly I would just realize that everything you said to me was all becomin' lies
And this is where I find, myself in this predicament 'cause it would get me crying
Like why the fuck am I the only guy who never seems to get a try
Look at me into my eyes, all I wanted from us was a you and I
My friends tell me to fuckin' move on
But there's something that's wrong, something is holdin' me off
Medicine isn't helpin', your name is makin' me cough
I'm sick of every brunette I see, I just picture you, fuck
I'm just draggin' myself along, every card that wanted to send you, I crumble up
'Cause these holiday's are makin' it harder to move on
All these memories, I wish that they were gone

These moments are so hard to rewind
'Cause I don't wanna go and say goodbye
No matter how dark the sky can be
I hope one day that you'll remember me
These my last memories

I still remember it like it was yesterday
Them thoughts of forever, hopin' that it was meant to be
But then again it may seem like we was kinda cray, fuck it, I didn't care
I prayed one day that you was the one that I saw on wedding day
But that shit went away, just in the blink of an eye
Ten months of drinkin' and cryin', constantly think though the night
It's not your fault you didn't love me, it's my fault that I tried
Felt like I was gettin' obsessed so I'm blockin' out our lives
And just moved away but I sadly would never lose
That feelin' that I got, everything I see, I think of you
From the TV shows and the movies to the songs that I wanna choose
All the white Nissans that I see, I always think of you
But I had to just face the truth, no matter how hard I tried
She'll never be by your side, I guess I'm just not the guy
So fuck it, that's how it lies, I wish she was just the one
Them memories, I don't know if they be gone

These moments are so hard to rewind
'Cause I don't wanna go and say goodbye
No matter how dark the sky can be
I hope one day that you'll remember me
These my last memories

Yeah, I guess we'll never see
That road we never taken, from our memories
Forever will embrace them, gotta let it be, 'cause sadly I can see
Our hearts in separate places, so instead of me
Constantly always chasin', I'ma set you free
Givin' you all the space that you could possibly need
I will stop and just leave, no more just bothering
Please, know that it's all up on me
So this is it, this is how the chapter is closing
'Cause after this, there ain't no way that I'll win you over
Just know that I loved you so fuckin' much
Till the death of me, you my real soldier
Always willin' to put me on your shoulders
When I was down and my back was against the wall
You practically picked me up from the second that I would fall
From the bottom of me, I thank you, though we might be apart
If you ever need me, like you said, just look for the brightest star and I'll be there
I think that one thing that killed me the most
Is that we never had the chance to see if there's really hope
Always seemed like something would stop us whenever we was close
I used to really believe in love, but now I kinda don't
So please forget me for being so outta pocket
These feelings I have for you are so strong and I need'a stop it
So I gotta just walk away and just drop it
Or else I'll probably go nuts and then grab a glock and just cock it

These moments are so hard to rewind
'Cause I don't wanna go and say goodbye
No matter how dark the sky can be
I hope one day that you'll remember me
These my last memories