Lyrics Last Ditch - Dark Version - Jon Estrada

Lighting up was my tow truck
Shit really pulled me up out a ditch
Just cause I can be level headed
Don't mean it help me with balancing
Got a lot of bad tendencies but striving hard to be a better me
More than good dick and some better weed than you've ever chiefed

Aiming this high since 17
Steady steam
But a lil t-break do you good
I should prolly take my own advice
Say as I'm gutting another wood
How to get back to my element?
Used to be just like my papa, a permanent resident
Problem is I'm never settling
Got my health up but still ain't leveling yet
It take time
So why the fuck do I waste mine?
Fixating on shit I heard through the grapevine
But sometimes when your ears perk it's a great sign
But some times gon break you down and never say bye
Thrown like a roach to the wayside
Feel like I used to be garbage, treated people like shit
Learned the hard way to keep my guard up
And hit 'em back harder than they dished
Can't erase but you can shift
Bit of pain and some clear vision
Not the easy way, know that change isn't
Ever in a day, gotta stay with it
But safe to say that I'm losing faith, I'm learning lessons
Show me someone who ain't made mistakes
Imma tell you I don't buy what they're selling
That's snake oil, no venom and no kick
Instead of telling me don't trip, let's talk a bit about set and setting
Need my chicken, no extra breading
Don't you try to tell me where it's heading
Cause you never know where the fuck the night might end
Airball but I might head it
Prolly miss, that's the pitfalls of never being too athletic
But I make up for it when I'm there scoring at the last second, my last ditch effort

Lighting up was my tow truck
Shit really pulled me up out a ditch
Just cause I can be level headed
Don't mean it help me with balancing
Got a lot of bad tendencies but striving hard to be a better me
More than good dick and some better weed than you've ever chiefed
Aiming this high since 17
Steady steam
But a lil t-break do you good
I should prolly take my own advice
Say as I'm gutting another wood