Lyrics Mood Swings - Josh A

All these mood swings might break me
I can′t sleep, my brain keeps on racing
Scared I won't survive
I′ve been losin' sleep now

Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
I don′t know whats goin′ on, nah
Change my mind, I'll try when I want that
Take my time, I′ll try when I fall back

When my mind goes, I go psycho
I won't lie, I been searchin′ for somethin' in the dark days
Demons comin′ closer
Try to find myself, I been lookin' for some closure

How many times can I try?
How many times will I fall again?
I don't wanna make no one cry
Been hurting myself way too much

I don′t know if I′m gonna make it
I swallow my pride like the pills I'm takin′
Swear all my life been too complacent
Just wanna be happier

All these mood swings might break me
I can't sleep, my brain keeps on racing
Scared I won′t survive
I've been losin′ sleep now

Take my time, I'll try when I fall back
I don't know whats goin′ on, nah
Change my mind, I′ll try when I want that
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back

Dreams of fame and fortune, all I had at 17
There was a goal that I envisioned, gave it all of me
I made sacrifices to escape so I could finally be free
Grew up around domestic violence, gave me P.T.S.D

I made a seven figure salary at 23
Still feel like an underdog because the game don′t notice me
That's alright with me because I never like the spotlight, that′s lost time
'Cause views and interactions never equal a like

You know the pain goes on and on, and I still hate myself
Relationships fall apart, would never date myself
And I been wastin′ all my time on people that
Don't give me nothin', but all ask for somethin′

Nirvana tatted on my arm, "Don′t Panic" tatted on my wrist
I made way too many tracks that they all wonder how I did
But they're never gonna learn it, I′ve been workin' since a kid
Little Revive′ blowin' up, but it still hurts to exist

I don′t know if I'm gonna make it
I swallow my pride like the pills I'm takin′
Swear all my life been too complacent
Just wanna be happier

All these mood swings might break me
I can′t sleep, my brain keeps on racing
Scared I won't survive
I′ve been losin' sleep now

Take my time, I′ll try when I fall back
I don't know whats goin′ on, nah
Change my mind, I'll try when I want that
Take my time, I'll try when I fall back