Lyrics Wrthless - Josua Natanael

I look at me, in the mirror I realize baby I'm useless
Look at you you're wonderful and I'm worthless
Looking back to the past I'm like a monster
So digusting i don't want you to be close to me

Close to me baby
I don't want you to be close to me
I don't think that we are meant to be
I go outside, just wanna be free
Whatever happen it doesn't matter cause it won't change me
I've been trying to spend my time by myself trying to feel free

Even I know that im not good enough
And the path I take is so fucking rough
Whatever I say is some fucking bluff
Just wanna see you when the time is right

Even I know that im not good enough
And the path I take is so fucking rough
Whatever I say is some fucking bluff
Just wanna see you when the time is right

I just took some more pills
And I have sometime to chill
Bury me up on the hill
And let the red be spilled
I don't care what you all think
I'm still futile in the end
Spending my last time
In my room without a friend

I pray to God hoping all of this would end
But i don't think it will happen all I can do is pretend
I've been up for two days straight and trynna sleep at half past ten
Maybe i can do this shit if someone lend me a hand

And i know
That im wrong
All shit doesnt feel real but it's real in my bones
And it's better
For me to go
Cause i know it's better for this world to go on without me

I look at me, in the mirror I realize baby I'm useless
Look at you you're wonderful and I'm worthless
Looking back to the past I'm like a monster
So digusting i don't want you to be close to me

I look at me, in the mirror I realize baby I'm useless
Look at you you're wonderful and I'm worthless
Looking back to the past I'm like a monster
So digusting i don't want you to be close to me