Lyrics (Never) Dead to Me - Jules Jenssen

Some nights when I′m alone I miss our old home
And I'm not scared but I can feel you there
The faint smell of cigarettes and sandalwood
And I swear I saw your silhouette in the candlelight this time
But I can wait to see your face
When you hear how I sing all the things I never found a way to say
But you knew them all anyway
Yes I know you didn′t mean the petty things you said to me
When you were in a shitty place, it's ok
'Cuz I know they′re true either way

I wish I′d known just what to say now that you're gone
On sunny days I see your ghost
But its your voice I miss the most
I wish I′d known a different way to make time go slow
It's sunny days that hurt the most
I pray for rain so I can grow

Here we are ten years gone
All that′s left are tears and songs
Now I know how I was wrong
I acted like you died, that's not right, you really just moved on
And you′re not to blame
Because my shame got in the way of realizing it was me who died
But it's your ghost that reminds me I'm still alive

I wish I′d known just what to say now that you′re gone
On sunny days I see your ghost
But it's your voice I miss the most
I wish I′d known a different way to make time go slow
It's sunny days that hurt the most
I pray for rain so I can grow

You should′ve known it's not what you′ve said but what you've shown
Please know you're never dead to me
And I′ll remember everything you said to me