Lyrics Slowly Dying - KC Makes Music

A Renegade
So defiant
If I float away
Will they notice I am gone
Such a shame
You won't see my crying
Novocain
I feel so numb
They turn their back on me
I walk alone
Down this path
Like i'm the only one
A renegade
So defiant
Someone save me
I'm slowly dying

And there's nothing that's stopping
This the feeling inside a me
Feeling I oght to be moving
Instead of just sitting at home
With a bottle of I dunno
You tell me I don't see
What make a difference
Between different liquids n liquors I'm using to take myself out of me
Or prescriptions
I'm lifting em up to light
Like I really care
What's the print on it say
Or the milligram in it
As long as I get that lobotomy
I know it's all gon be good
For a second
Use as directed
Yeah
Probably not
No
How many problems I got
Lots
Count em up count em up
Drown it out I'm on the rocks
Think its time I gotta call it a wash

A Renegade
So defiant
If I float away
Will they notice I am gone
Such a shame
You won't see my crying
Novocain
I feel so numb
They turn their back on me
I walk alone
Down this path
Like i'm the only one
A renegade
So defiant
Someone save me
I'm slowly dying

So I'm turning away and i'm
Walking the streets like a heathen
I'm barely breathing
I circle this place like the seasons
I barely eat and
These boots that I got are for Walking but homie
I been walking so much
They tearing i'm bleeding
Tell momma i'm sorry I mean it
But I'm too conceited to say
That I needed a change
I got too much pride and ego
To say what I mean to your face
So I step to the beat of the change
In my pocket as
I keep on walking away
Man I'm leaving this place
Just get up and go
Not like I ever meant anything Anyway right
Right
Ain't nothing but a
Back pack in my name
Gold chain
I snatch that from your frame
Run fast
I'm gassed out but I'm dangerous
Past that cashed out for cocaine
I'm a little bit a sleep deprived
And mixed with I don't even
Wanna see tonight unless my eyelids Rolling back inside my skull
In fact I'm blind to
Any kinda sense you talking
I don't like it
Mind your own damn business
Sorry if I act defensive
Someone oughta
Smack me senseless
Scratch that
I just got my last extension
I ain't paid a bill in a minute
I ain't got nothing to live for
When I ain't got nothing to live in
I got nobody forgiving me
Fucc it I'm living for me now
I still don't see
How I could live with me
Ain't no forgiving me

A Renegade
So defiant
If I float away
Will they notice I am gone
Such a shame
You won't see my crying
Novocain
I feel so numb
They turn their back on me
I walk alone
Down this path
Like i'm the only one
A renegade
So defiant
Someone save me
I'm slowly dying