Lyrics Travel Sick - KaeDee

Reminisce real hard
Rose tint, anything from the past
Thinking that'll never be beat
Grand scheme, everything so far
Let me think on Gawd
Today's gonna reach that level one day
When I look back see it much better in parts
Meditate, try keep it together but nah

Mind goes one way, might go another
Them blue skies and sunshine weather
Miss them both cuz I want my Heaven

But you know me I'm in 2 minds
Wanna bask in the sun but I'm too tired
Wanna book holidays but tonight
I'm a little anxious so don't ask me
If I wanna stay more than 2 nights

It's been so long that I think I renewed my fear of flying
So I gotta restart from scratch and build back up
To the point that I become clear of the science
Step on the plane and breathe with the right mindset
That I'm gonna be clear, it's fine
So apologies if I don't get too gassed
The journey there interferes with the hype

And it steers my mind in the wrong direction
On top of that, feel guilt like
Everybody else loves doing it so why not me
I shut down quick but they light up, jheeze

I wanna be free
But I don't wanna go
Wanna step outside
But I wanna come home

I miss that time
But now I'm panicking quick
On a journey in life
And I've been travelling sick

I wanna be free
But I don't wanna go
Wanna step outside
But I wanna come home

I miss that time
But now I'm panicking quick
On a journey in life
And I've been travelling sick

Want a change of scene but
Don't wanna make that leap
Stuck in the past but now that past
Weren't too far back in the day, nah mean
I feel like I had my head screwed on with a clear intention
Now anxiety got me cloaked in doubt and fear, expecting the worst, yuh
Summertime had me gassed
But now it's intense and i'm dying of thirst, yuh
Things that I really would've loved back then
Got me shook and i wanna just swerve, yuh
Small things I would've ignored but now they stick to me
Getting on my nerves, yuh
So if I don't get too buzzed for a long road trip or flight far away
Just know it's a big big ask
For my current state to accommodate that thought to my wish list hard
To predict that far cuz my mind right now is no picnic basket

What I crave now, is a mind that's calm and a place that's certain
Had too many switch on me hard and they made it worse
And I hate feeling like I put blame on a person
Why though? At times bro man I really need to fam
When I'm pissed off mad they switched up bad and and repeat that cap
Everybody's lit but man, so my Instagram, yeah fuck them, delete that app

But I know I'm not gonna
My FOMO be running amok every summer
Cuz I

I wanna be free
But I don't wanna go
Wanna step outside
But I wanna come home

I miss that time
But now I'm panicking quick
On a journey in life
And I've been travelling sick

I wanna be free
But I don't wanna go
Wanna step outside
But I wanna come home

I miss that time
But now I'm panicking quick
On a journey in life
And I've been travelling sick

I wanna be free
But I don't wanna go
Wanna step outside
But I wanna come home

I miss that time
But now I'm panicking quick
On a journey in life
And I've been travelling sick