Lyrics Walk With Him - KaeDee feat. Eve Singleton

At times I'm feeling separated
From myself, regardless how I'm decorated
Accolades come out the mouth
And through my ears but I'm hesitating
Heavy whether saying if my head a take it
Cards stacked up in my favour
Still I feel as if I'm waiting to be ready later
I've have my power stripped
Every time I had my weapon taken
I would build it back myself from the handle right down unto the tip
And even knowing I could rise above the stress and make it
I still fall into that trap
Put it all up in the back
Of my mental, thinking like...
I'll never feel better, maybe
Even when I demonstrate it
Any evidence been bought
It battles the most negative of thought
That penetrates it
Ugh, good feedback? Fluke
Every idea? Reboot
Scrap it, throw it in the trash
Back to pen and paper
Inside my inner mind digging bigger craters

Take a walk
In my shoes
Parallel life, parallel living
It's not what I do
If you like it all
Come walk beside him too
You can walk with him too
(With him...)

Deep down I know it's untrue
But the damage done, it's really hard to undo
As a child having many friends
But thinking they were with me out of pity
And not because they want to
So now I'm here a grown man
Acting like I'm cool, nothing phase me
When really I've been dying just to reach out and hold hands
Find a way that we connect that's feeling genuine
Anxiety denying my desire in the face of all the evidence
My inner child screaming out
So anytime I'm thinking something's off
Even though I know it's not
Bruv I end up feeling down
On the flip side I'm thinking who is this guy?
The one inside my mirror
Who's been donning this demonic disguise
Cuz I'll be honest, inside
I know the truth, I gotta try my best
And free my inner child on arrest

Take a walk
In my shoes
Parallel life, parallel living
It's not what I do
If you like it all
Come walk beside him too
You can walk with him too
(With him...)

Arguing
With yourself man it's
Hard to win
When it's you your mind
Targets and
The lines blurred
When your mind errs
And your heart begins
And fear got you feeling like it's just you
By yourself, you're a pest, they don't want you
And you wait on other people just to come through
Realising that I really need some love too

I spent the summer walking with my mind playing games
In a back and forth battle all the time, maintain
Some composure, get
Pulverised, recompose, back up on my feet and then I'm thrown again
Listen, been in my position, I ain't lying when I tell you bruv, I'm over it
Trying hard to redirect my focus and
Stop comparing me to standards
That would have me placed amongst a state of lame and broken men
When the truth is way further from the boat you're in

Take a walk
In my shoes
Parallel life, parallel living
It's not what I do
If you like it all
Come walk beside him too
You can walk with him too
(With him...)