Lyrics Forgive Me Tonight - Karizma

We used to be friends, we used to be lovers
We used to find happiness in each other
Now I′m on a roll shaking these hands
Girls in the club loud as they can
Whatever
I don't know, I′m a rapper, right, so I'm
Whatever

In the eighth grade I was nothing much
I'm still nothing ′cause I′m fucking up
No lights on you yet, hyped on my music
Told 'em, you can see it when I′m rapping, the pain sets
It never passed like a crash dummy
Stop this rap, dummy, you probably got your mic with your dad's money
Actually I bought it myself
Spent every weekend alone, mom′s under a spell
In my cave with a page, wasn't taught how to mix
Wasn′t brought up, I was cut up in the sticks
Being stoned didn't matter, I didn't get fazed
Now I′m thinking should I, should I get blazed?
Raved, raged in a haze but I stay where I stay so one
Day I can make it in the game
But the game ain′t fair so I cheated on her
No I sleep alone, damn, I should've, in a van with my
Band, not fearing a ride
I′m messed up, I fessed up, I'm guilty
My head′s fucked, I let love just kill me
So guess what? I know what fulfills me,

We used to be friends, we used to be lovers
We used to find happiness in each other
Now I'm on a roll shaking these hands
Girls in the club loud as they can
We used to send texts, late night chatter
Now it′s just sex because I'm a rapper
It's kinda sad, not gonna lie
But I hope you′ll forgive me tonight

I do shows in different states now
It′s kinda funny how hoes and shows can be replaced now
I write every single day when I break down
Damn, I even cry when I lay down
Thinking about you, not thinking about me
Talked to a few girls, mind's getting cloudy
I′m such a heartbreaker prick
Better start thinking y'all who I started this with
So thank you to me, you welcome, middle finger, see it, it′s healthy
Never will achieve when I'm wealthy
I′m better when I'm free, no, man, no help needed
I asked y'all for a hand and a push but you all had your hand on the booth
But damn, you the truth, my band and my dudes are my family, too
So jump off of the wagon, it′s full
So jump off of the wagon, it′s full
Fuck y'all, jump off of the wagon, it′s full
So jump off of the wagon, it's full
One, two, three

We used to be friends, we used to be lovers
We used to find happiness in each other
Now I′m on a roll shaking these hands
Girls in the club loud as they can
We used to send texts, late night chatter
Now it's just sex because I′m a rapper
It's kinda sad, not gonna lie
But I hope you'll forgive me tonight