Lyrics Find My Way - Max Minelli , kevin gates

No it can't be life
Cause it feels like hell
One foot in the streets
And the other in jail
And I'm just trying to find my way
To a place that's a better place
This can't be life - not this can't be right
I ain't supposed to be sufferin
I ain't supposed to be strugglin
I'm supposed to get money
I ain't posed' to be fumblin
My situation on the rocks
Shit I'm begging and bummin
Like I'm searching for something
And my niggas ain't helpin
My old lady she know wassup
What the fuck I'mma tell her
I got problems and problems
I could blame on the devil
I been a fuck up all my life
Just what held it together
They be like "Kevin you should pray only heaven can help ya"
Family members threw in the towel
Cause they feel I'mma failure
I've been searching for years
Trying to work through the tears
Pointing this pistol at my temple
It hurts to be here
I pull this trigger - that I'm gripping
That hurt disappear
Like you heard about Gates
It ain't certain or clear
He held that thang
Made it go bang
Let it squirt in his ear
Gave up on life that was given
It's curtains from here
This can't be life - I get ridiculed
When I spit at the fools
Like I lost it - my love for this shit
Been exhausted
It costed too much to floss
And for who
Niggas gonna hate you regardless
No matter what you do
No this can't be life
It feel more like a nightmare
I tried to escape it
But reality be right there
I looked up at God
But I think I've been disconnected
Like he ain't hear my prayer
Just heard it in 97
Looking back at my past
Examine - try the dissection
When I act out my rage
Scorsese couldn't direct it
The whole world is my stage
Here go act 3 take 1
Shining light the camera
It took pressure to make one